“Imagine choosing nothing at all. Imagine something hurting that bad.”
Sexuality is such an important thing for me and the irony is that it always has to be repressed lol
It’s my birthday in 1 week and I’m turning 23. I keep thinking about it and it makes me so so sad, it’s going to be another birthday I spend being so sad and knowing I wasted a year of my life trying to end it. I don’t want to live another year of being sad. It hurts to be reminded that I’m not living, I’m just surviving
I feel like I can’t and I don’t want to take care of myself anymore. I don’t want to be here
